My Past, My Present, and My Future (30 Days of Meditation)
Ryland Adams
Books I mentioned:
The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success
The War of Art
The app I used to meditate (Headspace)
Oprah’s Super Soul Conversations Podcast:

  • AsTheLipStickTurns&Burns

    You seem so genuine here. I don’t care for Shane, but you were put in the middle of a messy situation.

  • Alexandria Delgado
    Alexandria Delgado

    Look this is what i have been saying all long. Shane has changed. Yeah he said some insensitive stuff but its obvious he has changed. People change. Atleast he came out and owned up to it

  • Trisha

    I believe Ryland and Shane care deeply for one another. However I think Ryland is so far up Shane’s ass no matter if he is right or wrong because without Shane he wouldn’t have a YT Career.

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  • Carlota Carvalho
    Carlota Carvalho


  • Edit Name
    Edit Name

    Ryland looked more like Morgan when he was chunkier then now.

  • Hydro

    he was a fucking grown man even when he made the jokes but hey

  • emily bacorn
    emily bacorn

    It’s the year for snowflakes to shine 😂😂. Just give it bit. People will realize people make mistakes and the people who know they made a mistake and are taking responsibility for their actions are the real genuine people you keep “canceling”.

  • Mia Salinas
    Mia Salinas

    I love you and I love Shane .🖤

  • Mz lovely
    Mz lovely

    Wow I love this side of u I wish u made more videos like this and I wish u wud just sit and talk to us I want to hear more about you as a person

  • Savannah James
    Savannah James

    people who weren't even on IT-my 8 years ago shouldn't be getting so heated about jokes that were popular at the time

  • Isabella vasari
    Isabella vasari

    Why is this video so cute

  • ParodyWisp

    He got cancelled for what? People need to shut up honestly... and leave people alone. Shane is amazing.

  • Ken 555
    Ken 555

    I’ve been watching Shane for 11 years, I love Shane I have always love Shane yes he’s done some bad things and yeah they were appropriate and the jokes for bad and I’m not saying that there’s an excuse for what he did at all but I can see his growth and I can see that he’s become such a genuine person and I don’t think he deserves to be cancelled everybody makes mistakes.. .

  • Nikki Moore
    Nikki Moore

    I know this is your channel but I just want to say that I miss Shane, I love seeing you guys together, you two are great together. Also, I'm happy the meditation is working for you.

  • ancutzablue88

    You are so sweet, Ryland! Thank you for your videos!

  • Allison France
    Allison France

    I hate how Shane’s been treated. People make mistakes. Everyone has things in their past they’re ashamed of. Your past doesn’t define you. You’re a good partner to stand by his side the way you do ❤️

  • _Im the Directioner sent by Cyberlife_
    _Im the Directioner sent by Cyberlife_

    I have a question.. If you are getting 'cancelled' , What happens after? Do you not get money anymore? Not allowed to be on the internet?

  • Gabbin Tine
    Gabbin Tine Watch this video about Shane. It’s disturbing

  • Sydnee L. Foster
    Sydnee L. Foster

    Am I the ONLY one who misses Shane? You cannot base your judgement off of someones PAST. Y’all watched him and gave him the views then. I love Shane. Always have and always will.

  • Darissa And Mia
    Darissa And Mia

    I will forever love shane, ryland and their family.

  • Samilee 810
    Samilee 810

    Everyone needs to stop bringing up Shane's past. It's the past for a reason.

  • King Meme
    King Meme

    Let me be honest, now it wasn't right for Shane to make those jokes. Shane has made a lot of offensive jokes in his past. And those mistakes aren't Rylands. People grow. Now, of course, that sexy jokes about an underage girl was terrible but that was a long time ago. It's like if someone posts a bad tweet and then years later they get shamed for it. Yeah, we understand it was a bad idea to say/write it but we've grown up from our past. It's understandable but I still like Ryland. Of course, Shane was a big part of me getting up but I personally believe I want to not give up Shane or Ryland. I don't really accept his apology but he has grown. We should give him a last chance. If he can't handle it and makes another joke, that's when we should cancel him.

  • Cmnder bunbun
    Cmnder bunbun

    I’ll say it. I miss Shane.

  • Katie Rowan
    Katie Rowan

    Ryland is a problem solver and you can tell that he's not defending anything he said rather, he gave you a first hand account of his character from an inside perspective. I am in awe in how he handled this with grace. Love you Ryland! 💖

  • NateO

    You are way cuter.

  • edward doherty
    edward doherty

    Being in a relationship with Shane Dawson is the exact opposite of success/happiness

  • pgundi_ omg
    pgundi_ omg

    I honestly miss shane but I’m not people how are felling hurt but his human he has put growth his old self and that why is it when is shane a man that sits down with people canceled and puts them back on there feet and now yes he did some bad things but stop hating he says he going to kill himself don’t tell him that so plz stop ✋🏼

  • Madalyn Gumpenberger
    Madalyn Gumpenberger

    I miss you Shane! I hope you and Shane are doing well or at least better. It’s easy for everyone to think they are better and have never said or done anything offensive, because their past wasn’t recorded and posted. I hope everyone finds a way to let the past go when you see someone getting better or at least trying to better themselves. I just wish all the love for everyone especially Shane and you Rylan during this time! Stay safe! ❤️❤️

  • breonna staton
    breonna staton

    I love this content for you to be honest I found you very annoying. But it seems like you found your own way outside of Shane and if this is the kind of content you going to keep putting out I’m going to love to watch you

  • ShrikeCult

    Let's TREY to redecorate our bedroom see if we feel different about eachother video - always TREYing new things - still stuck to the same kinda disgusting guy in bed so.... yuck! TREY more!

  • Zanaira Arroyo
    Zanaira Arroyo

    TBH Shane did that in the past and people didn't make a big deal about it until now? Now i know it's bad but no one made a big deal about it till now. And also shane's problems are his not Rylands!!!And i've been waiting for a positive video from shane and it's good that we know he's doing Alright !

  • Davinia zeledon
    Davinia zeledon

    He said it all thank you ryland ur the best👏👏

  • shery alvarado
    shery alvarado

    Can you make a list of books you recommend? I know you listed a few

  • Shanon Kate
    Shanon Kate

    I 100% agree that everyone deserves a chance to grow and change, but that very growth and change starts with acknowledging AND admitting AND addressing AND apologising for the crap you’ve done in the past that you are growing and changing from. Shane has admitted some things, apologised for some things. But the way that he seems to skirt around these topics in an avoiding kind of way makes him feel insincere in those apologies. It makes him seem guilty. Like he’s trying to hide from it or save himself. I mean, what he’s being accused of has SOLID evidence that is undeniable and how can he acknowledge and move on from that kind of thing? It could get serious, and legal. Which may be necessary

  • Deija Vu
    Deija Vu

    I still love you guys we all have a passed and we grow to change our wrong stay strong 💪...

  • Martha Castro
    Martha Castro

    15:03 that's "Las Mañanitas" its the spanish version of Happy Birthday and its supposed to be the first sound you hear on your birthday that's why it's usually sang early morning. It's a big I LOVE YOU gesture.

  • Meriem Mastouri
    Meriem Mastouri

    For some reason IT-my decided to stop recoomending me Ryland's videos/sending me notifications I just found this video and that's only because I searched for it..

  • Silly girl Productions
    Silly girl Productions

    I just want to say I think everyone is being way too offended and dramatic about shane Dawson’s past I know everyone has done things they are not proud of and has grown from that and realized it’s wrong what if everyone you ever saw was constantly bringing your past up? Think of It like that shane is not a bad person I have been a fan of him even before anyone knew him I’m not going to sit here and bring up stuff I didn’t like years ago if I don’t like a video I don’t watch it and that’s what everyone’s problem is you guys don’t have to comment like what do you even get from doing it you’re saying you’re offended but being a dck about it like are you even really offended. Shane and Ryland are good people there are like everyone else why do you have to shame them on it? If you don’t like shane or Ryland then stop watching their videos and stop commenting

  • Morgan Equestrian
    Morgan Equestrian

    shane has really changed my life, i watched him everyday and he’s always made me smile. he knows what he did is terribly wrong, but he has tried to apologize so many times. he is a genuine human and doesn’t deserve what’s going on with him. i hope you and shane are doing well

  • Sophie Jackson
    Sophie Jackson

    Ryland, he hasn’t apologised. He still hasn’t apologised for the pedophilia remarks, he hasn’t addressed the Willow Smith incident to her mother and brother. He hasn’t taken any accountability for us to ‘accept’. Don’t act like he has apologised whatsoever. The apology he gave was vapid and false.

    • _Im the Directioner sent by Cyberlife_
      _Im the Directioner sent by Cyberlife_

      No offense but if you weren't the one Shane 'harrassed' or did something to, Then you can't and should not accept his apology, People whom he had done something wrong to only can. No offense.

  • Alicen Piper
    Alicen Piper

    Very well said. His true fans can see who he truly is. He’s not a bad person.

  • Shelby Birch
    Shelby Birch

    Cancel culture needs to fucking stop,, Like for example ethanisupreme a young kid committed suicide due to his own challenges along with the cancel culture,, we as a community should really realize we are all human and yes the things both shane and ethan said were disgusting and awful but truly we are all human,, you yourself and everyone make mistakes people who pretend they are perfect you are lying to yourself,, we need to realize who we are and realize that we need to come together as a community not tear each other apart,, we can change the way we do things around here we can teach the upcoming generation love instead of hatred,, and as always blm love is love people are people,, love one another

  • Brittney D
    Brittney D

    I love you and Shane so much. ♥️ Always

  • Brittany Salisbury
    Brittany Salisbury

    I love you guys!!! Cancel culture is such BS! We all have our mistakes and the haters better count their blessings that their past regrettable mistakes aren't being blasted online!! You two are some of the most legit and real people on this platform!!

  • Marlin And Maddy
    Marlin And Maddy

    This is very well done and professional it comes off genuine thank you

  • Rachel Long
    Rachel Long

    I love you Shane and Ryland and I know a lot of others do too. Come back Shane.

  • Julianna Cruz
    Julianna Cruz

    i miss you guys so much

  • Cinda 11::11 #areyouwokeyet
    Cinda 11::11 #areyouwokeyet

    Wow what an amazing video Ryland 🙏 Thanks

  • Wisdamn Maglangit
    Wisdamn Maglangit

    i feel like they are just gonna be irrelevant soon

  • Diane Jarman
    Diane Jarman

    We all do bad things in the past that we want to forget about. Should he had done that no, but he apologized and why is brought up now? Where was this year's ago when that was said.

  • Kelly Walsh
    Kelly Walsh

    Great video ryland, have to say i really on ever saw you as shanes other half but watching this made me subscribe, hope you do more vids like this 🙂

  • NDN

    I like Ryland, I really do. But that doesn’t mean that I’ll continue to watch and therefore supports Shane. Also “everybody” has things in their past? I mean okay but some cosmetic guy having a Nazi brand is NOT okay and shouldn’t be supported. Actually that should be illegal not just canceled. I understand that he doesn’t like the thought of cancel culture but if we are being honest it’s what problematic people deserve. There are a lot of unproblematic you tubers who deserve way more attention then some 30 years old dude. I mean black facing ? Canceling some 20 years old make up guru but having a problem with being canceled yourself?! Lol byeee

    • Comment

      Humor back then in the past of IT-my is completely different than now, which is why everyone is getting offended about it these days and when it resurfaced. Plus, how do you know he was a big part on cancelling a 20 year old make up guru?

  • laura-jane hickson
    laura-jane hickson

    Shane needs to stop hiding ... people make mistakes. He’s older and different now.

    • princessbabe1313

      He only changed his content when they demonotized his content. He didn’t change because he wanted to, he changed his content because he had to in order to make $$$$.

  • Paloma

    I hope Shane’s doing okay.

  • Kathryn Martin
    Kathryn Martin

    I ANSOLUTELY LOVE SHANE! I want to see him come back! He is an amazing creator. Please come back Shane! I believe people change and evolve. You have forever fans, Shane, that are waiting for you to drop something amazing. Show the world why you really are as successful as you are! You’re talented. Don’t let your past define who you are today! #Waitingforyourcomeback

  • Lady

    all imma say is comedy and tolerance was WAY different 10 years ago than it is now. people do and say shit that they regret ALL THE TIME. it’d be different if he was posting videos like that in the last 5 years. i can say i’ve changed and grown since 10 years ago. you realize that things you do and say are wrong, and you grow. when i would watch shane’s videos i found them entertaining, and obviously now i think back and wonder why i thought it was funny. just like people look back at their younger selves and CRINGE at how they acted, i’m positive shane does the same thing.

  • melody lol
    melody lol

    why is Ryland getting hate for standing up for his fiancé, Shane is probely trusting him for posting this, we all know that Shane did some stuff that is really bad but that's in the past, like everybody else change how they act during time like everybody does, I understand that you hate Shane for the stuff that he did but he has changed so much and I proud of Shane for being brave and taking care of his problems, thank you for reading this

  • Emilee Nedz
    Emilee Nedz

    tbh 2008-2012 youtube overall was really the worst

  • Cynthia Duprey
    Cynthia Duprey

    Ryland, ty I love you. 😘❤

  • Aaron Cain
    Aaron Cain

    This comment section is diarrhea.

  • Katie •
    Katie •

    LOVEEE this🤍

  • Josiah Riddle
    Josiah Riddle

    Bruh y’all trash PERIODT POOH

  • Sam Helmer
    Sam Helmer

    Love you, love Shane. Agree with everything you said in the intro. Without growth, we'd be nowhere.

  • Axon Walker
    Axon Walker

    Honestly tho ryland talking about success was jus pics of shane and him

  • Axon Walker
    Axon Walker

    Don't cancel someone for videos that boosted his popularity and subscribers back then. I'm not saying he was right but still

  • ShrikeCult

    Today we TREY the Ryland, he is so wise, although he hasn't accomplished anything, but he is wise and also smart and also full of virtues. He demostrates it all the time, make money, be in denial, destroy others for personal gain, pretend to be and have things of value to feel valuable, every problematic behaviour that is out there he is exhibiting it. Never improve while pretending that all you do is improve! Insane! But hey the money is good right RyRy? I hope you make enough to make up for kneeling in front of that man with his ugly fat pimply squirting tool in our face - i hope the money makes it alright! Ofc it doesnt which is why you redecorate every 6 months trying to feel something has changed.

  • heehee mefunny
    heehee mefunny

    Well said Ryland.

  • Austin Chubak
    Austin Chubak

    I'm really glad I watched this. Thanks for posting.

  • Rebekah Cady
    Rebekah Cady

    Although I do think Shane did some horrible things in his past, but he’s changed me as a person a lot believe it or not. But I love hearing his voice and laughs they are just so familiar and I missed them. Idk if it’s just me. I really do miss Shane :(

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